ORIA

it's been 2 wks since i'm back frm sydney...been out and abt during the first wk and pretty much slack this wk..

anyways, tubu and gi helped me to move my stuff over to phae's and acc me in my last min shopping haha..then they sent me off..how sweet, miss them...
had to wait for abt an hr for the aircraft to arrive..gd thing i kinda canceled the frog leg porriddge supper plan...

first day back was BORING...spent half the day in my granny's place with all the cousins, aunts and uncles..and not to forget, my phn got suspended...had to reconnect and wait for 24hr for it to reconnect...

so i pretty survived the first afternn of dec 08 with my mum's hp (she forgot to bring it to work...but being a gd kid i went to her office to return it to her haha)..thnk God i had the phn, i wouldn't hv been able to contact phae and stephfi for our chicken rice lunch...passed my mum her phn and went MAKAN...omigawd the chicken rice was just the way i rmb it to be, plus the barley drink and steamed egg mmmmmm...went for my apple pie ice-cream after tt haha, i know it's a weird flavor but i like it...watched Quarantine in the evening..hahaha, i spent most of the time laughing and trying to keep track who got infected or died...

went back to TP to grab an alumni card application form and ref TPCP games which was rather pathetic...coz of the attendance, what happened to u girls?? and i saw my little Baby after 4 long mths...he's still in quarantine now, but he'll be back hm before new year...

planned to slack at hm the WHOLE day on wed but NOOO..phae called me out to club..haha met up with stephfi and alan and we just had such a crazzyy time...a girl asked if i was "a boy or a girl" and she could be my "pole"...then this tipsy german who said inappropriate stuff, but i played along with him haha...
pics frm st james...

thursday, out with the hillsong peeps..tt inc phae and stephfi again...i was late as usual, so they alr bought tix for the movie...when asked which movie, they told me "Beast Stalker", a chinese movie...i was like huh?? what movie is tt?? i was thinking of some cartoon monster show..but it was totally diff..a cop show, pretty good act...then it was off to Mind's Cafe for Quelf and Taboo and tauhuay at rochor...

met up with the TPCP alumni for jas ng's bday at E-hub friday nite..then to Nebo for..board games again haiz...

planned to go to kl on sat but visit my Baby again..he is soo cute...licked my nose haha

went to NCC on sunday, saw gerald, jas and lx after soo long and...went for dinner with stephfi, phae and the other ncc ppl i've just met...4 days of seeing them is crazy!!! though in syd i see phae almost everyday, gg out together for 4 half days in a wk was crazy....

the following days were boring...met up with layhar and deb...rented dvds on thursday to fill up the rest of my day..

went for Heartbeat percussion band concert friday, ms faridah invited me coz her sis couldn't make it...no regrets cancelling on the sec 4 reunion thingy coz it got cancelled in the end...saw calista, constance, tara, debbie, erin and bernie whom almost knocked me down when she ran over to me (in excitement) to give me a HUGE HUG, staining my Blazer with her thick make-up (she was performing)haha..bern had DragonBall-Z hair haha, only noticed her on stage during the second piece..went up to erin after the concert, she was shocked to see me...haha how nice to surprise ppl, she's grown soo much, kinda forgot tt she's alr 18 lol...hv always seen her as this little kid who's pretty rough, u wouldn't want her to punch u lol...met up with eilynn and ryan, they introduced me to carol...had my dinner at maccus before heading down to geylang for FROG LEG!!! like finally la...haha shiok...eilynn tried frog leg for the first time..she was convincing herself tt it's just "chicken" lol...guess sometimes u hv to taste a dish first before knowing what it is...esp if it's sth tt out of the norm...

church later...gonna pray for good results and an offer by the 18th...i couldn't slp well the past few nites thinking bout it...can't wait..

oh mummy monkey, read PPS pls…

PS: reminder to self, promised to go clubbing with syd and sac peeps after xmas…clubbing with TP peeps early jan…

PPS: since the period SIP ended, I’ve sensed this distance btwn myself and the tpcp peeps..i feel disconnected with the team..so if any of u are reading this, no offense tt I dun wanna celebrate Hazey’s bday with u girls…
1st: I tot our (me and haze’s) relationship could improve but guess she’s still the same to me…same old hazey, each time I attempt to move forward and change the status of our relationship she somehow nudge it back to the way it was…
2nd: I can’t seem to find common ground/topic with u guys…sometimes..no always feel left out when all of u start speaking Mandarin..and the fact tt I hv been away for a while, I feel lost in all ur conversations…not tt I wanna be a busybody or anything, I may hv told u guys I was leaving the country to pursue my studies, but I nvr said anything abt leaving the team…I wanna be included in the conversation but it seems u guys dun wanna tell me bout the situation..the jnr now snr girls had to fill me in…at times I feel unwanted when I’m ard u, at times u girls always hv to find ways to accommodate me..u think u’re trying to help but indirectly u’re just making me feel bad…
3rd: u girls might think I’m drunk and nuts when I club with u…seriously, among the longest grp of ppl I’ve hung ard with, u girls probably do not know the real me still…no one attempted to, maybe perhaps shinyi…I can list out to ya who I feel I can talk to…allie, ray, and jas ho…I may be biased coz allie and jas ho were frm sac and ray is my “father”…but still, I can foresee tt I would bore myself to slp if I club with ya…
U might say tt I’ve changed eversince Sydney, I would say it was for the better...agree or disagree I dun care…but I hvn’t changed much..just more outspoken as compared to before...isn’t tt a great quality to hv? I’m not proud or anything..i just miss the good ‘ol times we had...those tt no longer exist now, each time we meet…

God Bless..gdnite

i totally forgot bout grad...well, initial plan was to wear a dress...but phae suggested wearing a BLAZER...sooo, i bought a blazer!! haha can be used for office and clubbing...nice to hv someone who shares the same taste and reassure me tt it's a good purchase..
anyways...here are some of the pics...

here's me with emilie..