i've been in this country for God knows how long (7mths) and today was my first time in Bondi...its beautiful, not tt many ppl thoughi its a sch hol...
didn't manage to go for CG since we were there shopping for max's present till the very last minute...OMG, its so freaking hard to get her sth..she's so sml, everything just looks huge on her..we had to imagine ok...if it fits nicely for gi, it'll be too big for her...it was like shopping for a little kid..OMG, i was looking for sizes rather than design..thnk gdness the smallest size we found kinda suit her...phew..while shopping, i kept gg around saying,"omg she's so small..i can't believe how small she is...i think we nd the kid's dept...i'm shopping for a kid."
now i can imagine how my mum shops for me when she's in europe..damn..thnk's mum muack, i salute u..
Tuesday 30 September 2008
start of hols
- aite..school's out, but i hv 3 presentations to prepare..yea
- i'm getting irritated by some ppl..basically i'm saying i'm giving up on ya, u could do whatever u want with ur life..
- i got tipsy on friday..act it was sat morning
- i'm an official fb addict...
- can't wait to go hm and apply for driving and meet up with ppl..esp class 4.8 of 2004
- my roommate is snoring this very minute as i'm composing...
- i'm intimidated by 4.7 peeps..esp the head girl..is shirlyn straight?? what abt carlene? i think carlene's straight...but i'm unsure of shirlyn...
- what's up with me and sac? i just can't seem to let go of it somehow...why do ppl i start hving feelings for after sac come frm sac??
- nicole has been scarred for life
- what will her rxn be if she finds out tt i'm bi?? yes, she'll freak out and go why??
- kat's coming over tmr...more like later today
- i'm more excited of germaine and fran coming back to sydney than my own bday
- omg..they'll be ard on my bday
- if germaine successfully brings in my kuih tart...i'll be stuffing myself with goodies everyday till the container is empty..
- max's bday is tmr..Happy Children's Day
- i feel like wearing suspenders later today
- if only i didn't bring hm my fedora...it would hv completed my suspenders look
- i still hv no idea what i wanna do on my bdae
- oh ya...more meet-ups with cherie when i'm back in sgp since she's the only one hving a break frm sch...we can go to simpang and 85 together and disturb wanying, janice and the rest by crashing their lectures hehe silly me
- yes, i'm referring to another cherie..NOT cherie low
- my baby and mummy will be gg over to india on my bday instead of sydney :( hv a safe flight and tc in india
- i shld be slping now
nites everyone whom actually reads this blog...may God bless u everyday and lead u to the right path..
Sunday 21 September 2008
it's time
i've finally got the guts to tell max...after day 1 of the sex+love+relationship talk...and after seeing her in the common room watching family guy and american with phae, pizza coke and fred jumbo wings...somehow something just told me to just tell her...so i msn with her tt nite, and told her tt i've got sth to tell her and watever happens, we shld still remain frens..she agreed..and while i was chatting with her i chatted with a bunch of other ppl too, germ, kat, phae, wan and her own sis fran...
i was like freaking out the whole day...after all my classes...T had to calm me down with a lolli..thnks dear...and i procrastinate to tell her after her class...like seriously, go ask gi and tubu..they were in the room when i was "slping" and making weird noises...
when i finally felt calmer, and my lolli was almost done (i'm a super slow sucker, took me an hr to finish a chupa chups), i went over to their room..but there were a whole bunch of ppl there...started biting on the stick and just left the room to gi's rm again..waiting
when i heard anson and char walking past, i knew the room was pretty much empty, it was time..germ acc me there..i went in, T took a cup and left the both of us there to talk...i wanted to tell her, but she was the one doing most of the talking..i remained pretty silent, smiling, playing it cool...still no sense of relief after we're done talking..meditated in germ's rm...slight relief, but i still hv feelings for max..somehow deep down inside there's an itsy bitsy emotion lingering in me...
just read her blog...she's in denial, love didn't happen just ard...it also involved her...i know she might feel uncomfortable since she's frm an all-girls moving into a co-ed sch, but how in the world do u find it disturbing and confusing..i think fran is right..i dun think she's ready to be with anyone right now...
i was like freaking out the whole day...after all my classes...T had to calm me down with a lolli..thnks dear...and i procrastinate to tell her after her class...like seriously, go ask gi and tubu..they were in the room when i was "slping" and making weird noises...
when i finally felt calmer, and my lolli was almost done (i'm a super slow sucker, took me an hr to finish a chupa chups), i went over to their room..but there were a whole bunch of ppl there...started biting on the stick and just left the room to gi's rm again..waiting
when i heard anson and char walking past, i knew the room was pretty much empty, it was time..germ acc me there..i went in, T took a cup and left the both of us there to talk...i wanted to tell her, but she was the one doing most of the talking..i remained pretty silent, smiling, playing it cool...still no sense of relief after we're done talking..meditated in germ's rm...slight relief, but i still hv feelings for max..somehow deep down inside there's an itsy bitsy emotion lingering in me...
just read her blog...she's in denial, love didn't happen just ard...it also involved her...i know she might feel uncomfortable since she's frm an all-girls moving into a co-ed sch, but how in the world do u find it disturbing and confusing..i think fran is right..i dun think she's ready to be with anyone right now...
Sunday 14 September 2008
do you even notice the signs???
since sunday...i've been throwing myself at u...grasping your head gently with my hands, leaning over/towards you when i'm sitting beside you, messing up ur hair or pulling ur hoodie over your head, swinging my arm over ur shoulders or the chair u were sitting on, challenging u to go up against me...have u noticed these signals i'm sending through...hv u any reply to it??
was the slap on the face a sign? was the straight dive for the peck on the cheeks dare a sign? was the hug goodbye a sign too? i hv my doubts but i hope they are though i dun think they are...does tt make sense?? the slap on the face could just be your playful self..the kiss could be coz u've done so many truth or dare games...the hug...i can't explain, u came in the final 5% and held me tightly in ur arms...or was tt just a normal hug and i imagined it to be more...
even ur sister agrees tt u're blur...but i like it...u may be lame, but i like tt too...u're shorter than me even with heels, i really like tt...most of all i find u real adorable...like the way u respond to ppl's qn and the way u went to gi asking her for her full name coz her notes helped u achieve the highest grade in econs...
u may not know the drama gg on behind closed doors in taylors..and i dun intend for u to know...but soon u'll find out or u'll be lured to the dark side, but i shun't allow her to have control of you like her male toy puppets...even when u are or not mine, i'll look over u, for your sister, as your senior, and as a friend.
Lead Me to my MAXimum Potential Dear Lord...
was the slap on the face a sign? was the straight dive for the peck on the cheeks dare a sign? was the hug goodbye a sign too? i hv my doubts but i hope they are though i dun think they are...does tt make sense?? the slap on the face could just be your playful self..the kiss could be coz u've done so many truth or dare games...the hug...i can't explain, u came in the final 5% and held me tightly in ur arms...or was tt just a normal hug and i imagined it to be more...
even ur sister agrees tt u're blur...but i like it...u may be lame, but i like tt too...u're shorter than me even with heels, i really like tt...most of all i find u real adorable...like the way u respond to ppl's qn and the way u went to gi asking her for her full name coz her notes helped u achieve the highest grade in econs...
u may not know the drama gg on behind closed doors in taylors..and i dun intend for u to know...but soon u'll find out or u'll be lured to the dark side, but i shun't allow her to have control of you like her male toy puppets...even when u are or not mine, i'll look over u, for your sister, as your senior, and as a friend.
Lead Me to my MAXimum Potential Dear Lord...
Sunday 7 September 2008
Back to the First
my last post was emo too..i just realised, how dumb of me...
exams have passed..got back my chem paper on friday..it was horrible..say bye bye to HD for chem ria..BYE (i hate Judy now more than ever)
anyways..had been staying over at taylors for like 4 consecutive days...wednesday, went city then echopoint...we sang too many screamo songs it hurts...but all in the fun of it and to celebrate sky's bday on thursday...
shopped at bondi and city on thursday...had a new hairdo, new shoes and new vest with hoodie...how awesome is tt?? vest with hoodie...
friday was school dance...but slept too late on thursday nite tt i couldn't wake up for my first class at 10...act i did but i was too busy with my hair...gi had to help me with it hahaha...then left chem in the middle of the lesson to look for pal to transfer some songs we wanted to hear at the dance...awesome, except tt judy became a bitch when me and cherie entered the class 30 min later...english was heaven, though i find the subj dumb but i hv a great teacher...shannon and sue noticed my hair and they liked it...everyone liked it except for annoying alam who always ask STUPID questions...feel like smacking his face...the school dance later tt night was superb..really enjoyed myself..was so pumped for clubbing after cherie's bday dinner at icecube but the guys backed out and i dun dare to bring 2 girls with me clubbing somewhere we've nvr been...so we decided to go to echopoint again...dragged T and Tubu along...we had fun but me and cherie were tired frm dance...came hm to a little drama...2nd interest went missing, T and first interest Max are pissed especially T..and i wouldn't blame her coz 2nd interest is a MOFO Bitch...and i won't take it back...she needs an intervention...she likes my gd fren but my gd fren dun like her...has the cheek to say 2 girls like her when its only 1, and she likes the fren...CB la she...can go rot...
after talking to them and showering, i wanted to slp, but 2 a**holes slpt at my place...so i just went out to common room and played 1 round of ps2 before packing up and talking to char in her room...made me promise tt nth spoken in there shld be released to others, i kept my word but she freaked out and blurted abt sth we talked abt...tt was the following day when we went out to watch Make It Happen (its a lousy movie..DUN WATCH..very predictable)...wrote a 3 sms long msg to her...we're still friends, no worries...
so tt night (sat) me Cher and sky had a really long talk in the tv room..not before sky bullied me while i was slping on cherie's bed...gi was on her bed laughing all the way..cherie just stood by the door laughing her ass off...it would hv been a great video moment..but too bad..the camera woman was under attack by a crazy dude...haha
everyone knows i'm bi now...except germ gi and nic i guess, and the guys except rohit and anson...a little relieved actually...no nd to hide..even max knows i'm bi...and how i'm joce's (biatch) "2nd person" plus how mad i am at her for being such a flirt who goes after a fren...within 1 wk she has shown her true colours and i thank God for it...anyways, let's backtrack a little to friday night after icecube..i was freezing...max came over to hug me to keep me warm (alr know i'm bi)...so did her sis...true SAC sisters...today, char treated us to buffet at shangri-la hotel..gd thing my stomach has expanded so much over the winter tt i could eat...i wore my black shirt and jeans with my white belt and new white shoes, plus my green scarf...yea i looked like a guy..but i dun care...purposely stood beside max coz she was the only one shorter than me even after putting on heels haha...the rest made me feel short..but i also had another motive for standing near her..yes cherie u might be thinking of tt too, yup i still like her though i said she was childish and could be my little sister, but then again maybe not..i dun wanna be a boob again the way i fell for joce...so i'll take things slow...even when sky has a feeling she likes me and she kinda slapped my face playfully during dinner when my face just made her laugh..
exams have passed..got back my chem paper on friday..it was horrible..say bye bye to HD for chem ria..BYE (i hate Judy now more than ever)
anyways..had been staying over at taylors for like 4 consecutive days...wednesday, went city then echopoint...we sang too many screamo songs it hurts...but all in the fun of it and to celebrate sky's bday on thursday...
shopped at bondi and city on thursday...had a new hairdo, new shoes and new vest with hoodie...how awesome is tt?? vest with hoodie...
friday was school dance...but slept too late on thursday nite tt i couldn't wake up for my first class at 10...act i did but i was too busy with my hair...gi had to help me with it hahaha...then left chem in the middle of the lesson to look for pal to transfer some songs we wanted to hear at the dance...awesome, except tt judy became a bitch when me and cherie entered the class 30 min later...english was heaven, though i find the subj dumb but i hv a great teacher...shannon and sue noticed my hair and they liked it...everyone liked it except for annoying alam who always ask STUPID questions...feel like smacking his face...the school dance later tt night was superb..really enjoyed myself..was so pumped for clubbing after cherie's bday dinner at icecube but the guys backed out and i dun dare to bring 2 girls with me clubbing somewhere we've nvr been...so we decided to go to echopoint again...dragged T and Tubu along...we had fun but me and cherie were tired frm dance...came hm to a little drama...2nd interest went missing, T and first interest Max are pissed especially T..and i wouldn't blame her coz 2nd interest is a MOFO Bitch...and i won't take it back...she needs an intervention...she likes my gd fren but my gd fren dun like her...has the cheek to say 2 girls like her when its only 1, and she likes the fren...CB la she...can go rot...
after talking to them and showering, i wanted to slp, but 2 a**holes slpt at my place...so i just went out to common room and played 1 round of ps2 before packing up and talking to char in her room...made me promise tt nth spoken in there shld be released to others, i kept my word but she freaked out and blurted abt sth we talked abt...tt was the following day when we went out to watch Make It Happen (its a lousy movie..DUN WATCH..very predictable)...wrote a 3 sms long msg to her...we're still friends, no worries...
so tt night (sat) me Cher and sky had a really long talk in the tv room..not before sky bullied me while i was slping on cherie's bed...gi was on her bed laughing all the way..cherie just stood by the door laughing her ass off...it would hv been a great video moment..but too bad..the camera woman was under attack by a crazy dude...haha
everyone knows i'm bi now...except germ gi and nic i guess, and the guys except rohit and anson...a little relieved actually...no nd to hide..even max knows i'm bi...and how i'm joce's (biatch) "2nd person" plus how mad i am at her for being such a flirt who goes after a fren...within 1 wk she has shown her true colours and i thank God for it...anyways, let's backtrack a little to friday night after icecube..i was freezing...max came over to hug me to keep me warm (alr know i'm bi)...so did her sis...true SAC sisters...today, char treated us to buffet at shangri-la hotel..gd thing my stomach has expanded so much over the winter tt i could eat...i wore my black shirt and jeans with my white belt and new white shoes, plus my green scarf...yea i looked like a guy..but i dun care...purposely stood beside max coz she was the only one shorter than me even after putting on heels haha...the rest made me feel short..but i also had another motive for standing near her..yes cherie u might be thinking of tt too, yup i still like her though i said she was childish and could be my little sister, but then again maybe not..i dun wanna be a boob again the way i fell for joce...so i'll take things slow...even when sky has a feeling she likes me and she kinda slapped my face playfully during dinner when my face just made her laugh..
Tuesday 2 September 2008
What in the....
Oh my LORD...i can't believe how emo i was in my last post...i find it funny after reading it haha
anyways...i totally freaked out for physics la...and my interest saw it all tt she stood beside me wishing me luck...dunno whether it was a "put ur hands ard me" moment or what la..but if u see me in distress pls stretch out ur arm and give the person a hug...damn...i didn't do tt yesterday when she was freaking out on maths haha...lousy, maybe coz her friends were there
and i'm not sure bout the deal with MS?? Mat Singapore?? seriously, his actual name sounds nicer...not to be mean but she said she dun like him...but then i hear frm my buddy u called him to ask him to save a seat for u in the library...if u wanna study, study with someone who has taken the subject or is taking the same subject as u...tt dude just came not tt long ago in extended and u hang out with him soo much...what am i to feel?? u playing me or u guys are just friends...it feels more like he's interested in you and if u truly dun like him STOP sending wrong signals...esp to me
ooh, plus Mr F's starting to flirt with me...i really dun wanna hv 2 players toying ard with me...i'll flare up and no one would wanna see tt...only a few ppl hv managed to cool me down...i'm tt scary trust me...gotta make a move
Shopping spree tmr and dance battle on friday...plus a stupid draft to complete by thursday...deep shit for tt draft but i dun freaking care
anyways...i totally freaked out for physics la...and my interest saw it all tt she stood beside me wishing me luck...dunno whether it was a "put ur hands ard me" moment or what la..but if u see me in distress pls stretch out ur arm and give the person a hug...damn...i didn't do tt yesterday when she was freaking out on maths haha...lousy, maybe coz her friends were there
and i'm not sure bout the deal with MS?? Mat Singapore?? seriously, his actual name sounds nicer...not to be mean but she said she dun like him...but then i hear frm my buddy u called him to ask him to save a seat for u in the library...if u wanna study, study with someone who has taken the subject or is taking the same subject as u...tt dude just came not tt long ago in extended and u hang out with him soo much...what am i to feel?? u playing me or u guys are just friends...it feels more like he's interested in you and if u truly dun like him STOP sending wrong signals...esp to me
ooh, plus Mr F's starting to flirt with me...i really dun wanna hv 2 players toying ard with me...i'll flare up and no one would wanna see tt...only a few ppl hv managed to cool me down...i'm tt scary trust me...gotta make a move
Shopping spree tmr and dance battle on friday...plus a stupid draft to complete by thursday...deep shit for tt draft but i dun freaking care
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